佛周记：回忆我流失的记忆

2016年7月27日   星期三   晴

I guess it comes down to a simple choice:get busy living or get busy dying. You know some birds are not meant to be caged, their feathers are just too bright. First I hate them, then I get used to them. Enough time passes, gets so I depend on them. That's institutionalized. Fear can hold my prisoner,hope can set my free. howard, i come from Si chuan China. I've been live in chengdu for 32 years. I graduated from college with a background in information technology. Now, i've been  working at hospital for 10 years. I've learned English in EF center since 2013 . This month, i've graduated from EF center. Remember 2013 to 2016，here is something inside ,that they can't get to , that they can't touch. That's a exprience of happness. I love them . my EF friends ( Stephen He, David tan , Lisa , Breezy , Mike ,Lydia , Harry ,eleven, Jo，施政刚， Alen and Tommy ). I love you , my friends ! in my heart , I turst that you are best friend forever. I've had some long nights in stir. Alone in the dark with nothing but your thoughts . Time can draw out like a blade. That was the longest night of my life. Old life blown away in the blink of an eye,nothing left but all the time in the world to think about it. 

中文解释：生命可以归结为一种简单的选择：要么忙于生存，要么赶着去死。你知道，有些鸟儿是注定不会被关在牢笼里的，它们的每一片羽毛都闪耀着自由的光辉。这些墙很有趣。刚走进的时候，你痛恨周围的高墙；慢慢地，你习惯了生活在其中；最终你会发现自己不得不依靠它而生存。这就叫体制化。 怯懦囚禁灵魂,希望还你自由。作为霍华德先生的我，我来自中国四川。我住在成都已经有 32 年了。我从成都信息工程学院毕业。10 年中一直在一家医院工作。自 2013 年起，我来到英孚学习中心。这个月，我从英孚学习中心结业了。记得 2013年到 2016 年，那是一种内在的东西, 他们到达不了,也无法触及的,那是我的一个幸福历程。我爱他们。我的英孚朋友 ( Stephen He, David tan , Lisa , Breezy , Mike ,Lydia , Harry ,eleven, Jo，施政刚， Alen and Tommy )。我爱你们，我最敬爱的朋友 ！在我心中，我相信你永远是我最好的朋友。此时我也曾熬过孤寂长夜 ;独自在暗心东想西想 ;时间慢的如同刀割 ;那是我毕生最长的一夜.一瞬间，过去的一切都离我而去，剩下的只有回忆。回忆我流失的记忆。